i'm not even here 90% of the time. i work my ass off monday-friday to get good grades to satisfy THEM. THEY say there should be requirements for living in the house when i don't even want to live here with THEM. i cook my own meals half the time cause THEY'RE not around. even when they are home, i try to stay away from THEM, because i know if i don't, i'll flip out.  i do my best to put up with THEM even though i can't stand THEM. i get so fucking stressed out && i can't even leave the house because of THEM. i actually sometimes enjoy the company of my annoying little brother, because that's better compared to time with THEM. i listen to music to drown out the site of THEM fighting, always with someone, or eachother, otherwise i don't know what i'd do. i'm embarassed to be in public with THEM, because THEY always end up being totally obnoxious or doing something ridiculous. when i help THEM, there's always some complaint to how i did the job [like how i didn't do it right].  i have the shittiest home life because of THEM. i want to get a job soon, so i have to spend less time with THEM. if THEY don't want to drive me anywhere, then THEY shouldn't have fucking had kids. i can;t wait til i can drive, && always be somewhere else without THEM. i do something[extracurriculars] afterschool everyday just to make THEM happy. i waste so many days having such a horrible time, just to please THEM, and nobody even fucking cares.