so i was looking back on my old entries. && i realized how much i've changed.

i don't even see all of my best friends anymore. or most of the people i was starting to become good friends with last year. i've made a lot of new friends but its just not the same...

also, now instead of going out all the time && having fun, i'm stuck doing all this homework because i'm in honors && the stuff is really hard. i really need to go out && have a good time.

i also became reallyyy shy this year. i'm always shy when i'm in a new environment. i feel like i'd be more like my old self if i wasn't as shy.

last summer was sooo amazing && i wish i could just go back in time to that summer, && have it repeat over && over again because it holds soooo many memories that i never want to forget.

so i met this guy...he's reallyyy nice, shy, cute, polite, not conceited && stuff but he's really shy && is super hesitant to make a move. && i'm scared to get hurt again...

so the new year hasn't been the greatest so far, but there's a lot of time for improvement. =]

i don't even know why i'm writing in this. no one even reads it. i think it's more for me, just a way to get what i'm feeling out of my head.

<3 kat